Happy Halloween

Life Sucks

But not this. I miss this. This was when life was good.

This morning I finally started uploading some pics from Florida to flickr. Yeah, that was back in July. Don't really have the time to be doing it, I should be studying. See, that is how my weekends always go. If I'm not studying I'm thinking I should be. So nothing is really enjoyed.
I'm at the stage right now where I want to quit. This shit is fucking relentless and I need a break. Of course I'm not going to quit. I've already put too much time into it anyway (almost 3 months, though it feels like years.)
My kids are ignored, my house is ignored, my husband is exhausted because he's working nights and taking care of kids during the day. I have breakdowns on a weekly basis now. Yep, fun stuff.
I'm feeling sorry for myself, but it's my own fault. Should of gone to school and had a career before I had kids. But not me, I like the hard way. I'm such a dumb ass.